| So I guess I have been ok I'm going to go but a new dress in a few for Military Ball it's this saturday o ya. Well we had a bomb threat at our school from someone I know and wow he is like going to jail and everything I had to talk to the FBI and everything and wooooooow the guy that was questioning me was hott hott hott but too old for me. I had to miss a lot of class just to talk to them damn I better now fail. Well as I was saying it was for tomorrow (friday) and ya it was supposed to be in the bathroom and there were like 10 or 12 people in on it and they were just randomly calling people down and so ya they called me and I knew. Not a lot of people are going to come to school tomorrow but they are going to have the cops watch the school and the firdepartment is going to check the school and everything so maybe its safe. If I die I love you all!!!!
Jennifer |
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| *A BROKEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.*
*A BROKEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the Good Times almost as if the Bad Times never existed.*
*A BROKEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night and yet crying more and more each morning.*
*A BROKEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away.*
*A BROKEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling when you hear the syllables of his name.*
*A BROKEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, and then quickly turning your attention to something else, to avoid your tears.*
*A BROKEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters and putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.*
*A BROKEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him and secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.*
*A BROKEN HEART is asking desperately for just one last chance with the only person responsible for your loneliness.*
*A BROKEN HEART is pretending not to care what his friends are saying about you.*
*A BROKEN HEART is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits of his number.*
*A BROKEN HEART is screaming and begging for a second chance inside.*
*A BROKEN HEART is the emptiness and heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love.*
*A BROKEN HEART is that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you cant fool your heart into believing that you will in fact Be Alright*
*A BROKEN HEART is seeing him and even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do but, you decide to walk away.*
*A BROKEN HEART is listening to that one song that makes you break down, over and over again.*
*A BROKEN HEART sometimes means: Not wanting to go on.* |
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| hey guys i havent been that great lately me and ryan broke up or something he likes to ignore me on the weekends and shit whenever he isnt at school we he really doesnt talk to me even though he promised me he would talk to m everyday even if it is for 3 minutes but ya w/e im tryin to get better just hangin with my little one well better go love yall even you too ryan if you read this
jennifer |
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| Well I'm at my grandmas and my little cousin is here and she is getting on my nerves she wont leave me alone. she can be nice sometimes like yesterday she just got all her money for her birthday and she went and bought me a cd case and a new cd. I miss my baby sooooo much and I hope I get to see him soon. I don't think things are going to well between me and him we just cant seem to not argue. Well my mom got out and I got to see her Thursday night. well I really don't have much to say so ya
Love ya
Jennifer |
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| Man I think I fucked things up bad with me and my baby I told him I wish I could skip school a lot because he misses school all the time but hes sick and he was mad at me because he thought i said he skipped school all the time but i understand that hes sick. i dont know what i will do without my baby if i cant be with him i dont know if i would ever want to be with anyone else i will die alone if i have to. I love him so much and i just dont know if i could live without him i wouldnt want to anyways because he has made me a better person i was sooo bad during the summer and then i started talking to him again and then we got back together and i straightened my lfe out and i was so happy and now i cant even think straight i have a paper due friday and i dont think im going to be able to get it done. well im going to try and work on it but damn i will just have to take a break from everything if i loose my baby i wont be able to handle it and if i dont talk to yall for a while or im at school and i dont say anything to you im sorry now because i dont know if i can handle anything anymore. |
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